My body wasn’t gone from the ICU for too long. A few hours for surgery. Some time in the recovery room. I don’t know exactly what’s happened to me, and for the first time today, I don’t really care. I shouldn’t have to care. I shouldn’t have to work this hard. I realise now that dying is easy. Living is hard.
Gayle Forman, If I Stay (via ofquotesandpoetry)